As he let me go for the second time, I began dealing with it. Thinking back on the day he let me go the first time, I remember throwing my phone with tears streaming down my face. Crying the way I did when my daddy passed away, no would was able to console me. I was a fish thrown back into the water because things got to kind. Second time around; "I can handle it". We aren't even called friends now so why do I still cry uncontrollably? I can't help but hope and believe we'll always be together and never part. No longer kids tackling each other but adults dealing with life as it comes. I want to be that kid. Long hair blowing in the wind with him at my side.
So like I said the first time "I slowly let you slip out of my heart, day by day". I no longer want to hear that song, no longer want to make eye contact, no longer hear his voice.
I'm letting you go completely.
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