Fouth Of July

It was just my birthday yesterday, and today I was spending my 4th of July with him. No matter how many times we seperate, things and events always bring us back together. He can tell me to stay away or to be distant, but soon we were laughing and spending time together as if things were normal. I want things between us to be normal but sometimes they can't be. He still looks at me with that weird observing eye, he's the only one that looks at me that way. To me its his signature stare, trademarked and copywrited.

As for today, I'll go back to the way things used to be; distant and un-normal.