Well from the looks of it things get better, then they get worse. You think things will be better, but then somethings comes between you and the one you love. I know that if things continue this way, I'll no longer live in my Colorado home. I hope and try to make everyday a better day, but in the end the only upside to my current situation is my son. He cheers me up when I feel all is lost.
"I love you babe, hold my hand" is what he says.
Why wouldn't this not put a smile on my face.
Since my mom is in the same house it is kind of hard to hide my feelings. I feel better when he is at work, I get time off away from him. Its not like he comes home and kisses me like he used to, so I'm used to him not having open arms.
Sometimes I can tell his family dont like me anymore, all because I became this monster. The monster is uncle-in-law created. What they don't know is better for them. I don't want to be responsible for the break up of a family, so I take the abuse. Luckily for me the abuse is not that bad, yet...
So off I go to bed, to go to work tomorrow.
Good Night and Sweet Dreams.
Taylor
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