As I did their photos the other day I had fun. It's been a while since I've had felt that way. I was able to be with my ex-bestfriend, I took photo's of my brother and him for almost two hours. Everyone was having fun and I couldn't help but notice the feeling that he misses me too. As it came to an end we hopped in the car, riding shot gun for the second time with him was starting to feel natural for me. I didn't feel the need to hide my face and compose myself. Instead I sat there and thought finally I'm slowly getting my friend back.
When I talk about him to hugo, he seems to not care or want to listen.
I miss my ex-bestfriend so much, being in the same room (even if were not talking) is enough for me. He talks to me more, but still he has that little wall up, just as I have mine.
Then I wonder if were not going to be friends why are we like this? I should stay home. He shouldn't be able to tease me. No more riding in cars together. It should be just like that.... I guess.
When I talk about him to hugo, he seems to not care or want to listen.
I miss my ex-bestfriend so much, being in the same room (even if were not talking) is enough for me. He talks to me more, but still he has that little wall up, just as I have mine.
Then I wonder if were not going to be friends why are we like this? I should stay home. He shouldn't be able to tease me. No more riding in cars together. It should be just like that.... I guess.
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